that's what friends are for

How? How? How?
This is a very bad week for me.
So many unhappy and unfortunate things happened.
I lost the council photos money i guess.
Doreen says the money is with me.
But i don't remember keeping those money.
It's quite a large amount i guess.
Hopefully the money can come out by itself soon.
Or else i will be paying for it.

Sobs.
I know you wouldn't lie but i really don't know where is it.
Awws, felt so burdened.

I felt so sorry to my parents.
So sorry.
Okay, at least i have learnt my lessons.
But you can't put all the fault on me either.
It's not like i want to do so many things, and ask them to call me.
Okay, but at least i felt better after my senior's advice.
But at least now i know how should i lighten my load.
In the meantime i can train my juniors too.

I'm going to fall sick soon.
After yesterday's alumni meeting.
I hope everyone will appreciate our efforts on that day.
Even the most tiny and unimportant thing, it is still our efforts.

Couldn't sleep well yesterday.
I haven been thinking of so many things.
But who will understand and know how does it feels.
I hope all these unhappiness can go away quickly.

Somehow i am not excited about prom cause i realised i have to reach at around 12pm.
That means it's either i wear my prom clothes and shoes there or change after the help out.
Awws. i don't want to go so early.
Transport will be another problem too.

I am only looking forward to see the seniors.
That's the only thing i'm excited about now.

I wished i didn't know you.
I wished you had never talked to me.
Now i had trouble forgetting you.
It had caused much pain on me.

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