Monday, July 28, 2008.



















The photos i took at science centre! (:
DINOS DINOS. and cute chicks..


{ 7:35 PM }










Hehe, the place i've been feeding mosquitoes for two days.

{ 7:23 PM }

Saturday, July 26, 2008.
I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

By Jesse McCartney
so meaningful right. nice nice! (:
Haha, he is very good-looking too. :P

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

After listening to Always be my baby by David Cook several times, suddenly love it more than just so you know.
Haha. okay. should be both equally nice.

Thank you thank you for the recommendation.

{ 10:49 PM }

I feel like posting for today again.
Yes yes.
I'm glad that i received the message.
But the content did disappoint me a little.
And i was so excited and replied everything in one breath. FOUR MESSAGES.
In the end it was short reply.
Well. at least it's a compliment and encouragement that made me quite happy but still.
Why don't you understand people.
A few more words doesn't costs you much.

Today did something interesting.
I went to watch durian trees.
Haha.. With my FAMILY. ;)
I think so too. cause my blood is too sweet, that's why i got three mosquito bites.
Supposedly is watch for durians dropping from durian trees.
But today cause morning my aunt went and she took back too many le.
Then no more durians are willing to drop.
So we sat there for three hours.
Family bonding!
Next time i should wear long sleeve shirt and boots like brother said.
Haha. to prevent being attacked by anything.

4pm there's two man who tried to saw(cut off) the ramubtan tree branches.
AND THEY DID!
The middle-aged man swiftly climbed up the tall rambutan tree and the young man couldn't climb up and pass him the saw instead.
Haha. my mum was thinking to lend them some rope or something.
Then the guy threw the SAW up.
And the man CAUGHT it.
It's like super incredible.
"monkey man" i guess. haha. my good friend.

Then the man offered us the rambutans.
Hey. it's natural one.
A bit sour but super sweet and nice.
Haha. thank you uncle! (:

Then around 5pm there's one "boss-like" man who brought two bangladesh workers to hit the durian down.
One of them carried the other and use a super long stick. which can be extended to as long as you want.
Haha. the bangladesh workers are superman!
Then they finally hit the durian down after like 5 minutes.
Mum was saying the durian haven ripe and cannot be eaten anyway.
Oh well. waited for a while more then decided to go back home.

Then i suddenly saw some coconuts lying around in the bush.
Haha, while voicing my thoughts out, i saw HIDDEN DURIANS in the bush.
Haha. then after that kept receiving compliments from mum!
Cause the 6 hidden durians are taken away by us.
So we went home with rambutans and 6 durians.
ALL THANKS TO ME!
Haha. so i felt very happy and meaningful.

Today's time spent at the forest was quite worthwhile.
Nature helps to heal wounds.
Nature helps you to forget all your troubles.
Thanks dad and mum!

Hohoho. NIGHT STUDY is coming.
Let's all jiayou ba..

{ 7:12 PM }

Sometimes a lot of things when it's in your hands you will accidentally give it away to someone.
These are chances.
They are chances which could even change your life.
Change your standard of living.
Haha. Econs and geography.

Yesterday was thinking about Dark Knight.
But it's quite true right.
Telling people i'm okay and you're going to be all right when it's not true.
Someone whom you treat so well and regard highly of would do things that you would never imagine.
I know it may not be in purpose.
But you still did it.

Have been looking for a new blog skin for an hour plus le.
Still can't find nice ones.
Haha. saw one quite cool one.
Basketball Is Life.
Though got a few quite nice ones. but i think simpler ones would be nicer.
But anyway still decided not to to change my blogskin. (:

Thanks. (:

{ 9:54 AM }

Friday, July 25, 2008.
Time flies huhs.
OUR LAST PAPER WAS ECONOMICS TODAY.
Prelim one is over just like that.

Very tired today.
Went to watch THE DARK KNIGHT with Theck Yee, WaiHon Kok, Daniel, Zexun, Christopher, Jason, Richard, Leeling and Huilin.
Haha. Many people.
Actually wanted to watch RED CLIFF, but in the end changed our mind.

I feel that the movie was very depressing ehs.
Got so many killings and explosions.
Then the joker was scary.
Was reading through a magazine just now.
It was saying about this movie.
The joker, Heath, died. Like leeling and Jason was saying.
Half the time covering the ears, 1/5 time closing my eyes.
Same as L's movie, the one L changed the world.
Can't stand unsightly scenes.
Haha, we both can't watch this kind of movie.
Ha, so maybe it's also a good choice not to watch RED CLIFF.
We shall wait for part two.

Went home today and thought about what you said.
Yea. I quite agree with you.
Xin tong lehs.
I'm dropping into this dark hole again.
UNHAPPY LIFE.
I just regret. Regret for what i've done.
But others would be thinking so what, they just wouldn't know the feeling.

心情乱七八糟..

Will i see the message tomorrow?
How i wish you knew about it and you would see it.

{ 9:13 PM }

Wednesday, July 23, 2008.
I realised it has been a long time since i talked to Daniel.
lols.
It rained today!
Haha, nan de the study corner have strong wind.
We thought the examination hall will be cold.
But in the end i realised it was quite warm.

Finally. Physics is over.
I hope i wouldn't disappoint you.
I hope it'll be a pleasant surprise for you.
HOPEFULLY.

Mummy got stung by 2 bees.
Her arm became a bit swollen.
Sighs. GET WELL SOON KAES!
Haha, and thanks bro for yesterday.
Kou shi xin fei uhs.

So many people around you care for you.
Though they don't express it out many times.
Haha. Feel the love in the air.
Haha. Maybe this should be for Valentine's day.
Maybe sunflowers or tulips will be a better choice than roses anyway.
Cause the roses die fast.

Hehe. suddenly thought of going into the same JC.
Then i would be sure to receive it. (:
FULL OF CONFIDENCE IN YOU!

SHORT AND SWEET POST! (:

{ 1:59 PM }

Tuesday, July 22, 2008.
(: CHEMISTRY IS OVER!
Haha, i'm online everyday to declare each exam is over.
The paper 2 was difficult.
Couldn't do the questions.

Had a bad gastric pain this morning. 3am.
Then my mum has to wake up and find medicine for me.
I know why, cause i drank cold milk yesterday then immediately went to sleep.
I think cannot have milk in stomach when you sleep.
Haha, this is according to leehui's theory.

Tomorrow is physics.
Today before the paper even started i started to panic.
Cause forgot to bring in calculator.
lols.

Have been talking about primary days today.
Felt great.
Cause there are really many wonderful memories in primary school.
Haha, i do hope that like what you say, friends in secondary school will be friends that last forever.
Let's just hope that we will get into the same JCs and even the same class too!

Tomorrow is physics.
Sighs..
Ok. i shall not think about it anymore.

Dad just came back.
He bought me two packets of kisses chcolates!
Haha, cause he said i must have been tired out coping with exams.
Hehe, actually i'm not.
But of course since there's chocolates, i kindly accepted. (:

Haha, we are thinking about working now.
Wonder what will i really be when i grow up.
Mum bought the magazine, the personality tests says i love to daydream but is very daring.
Yeah yeah.
That's me!

Oh. For my two friends out there.
Ai yi ge ren zhen yao na me tong ku ma?
haha. good luck to you guys..

WEEEE. LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY!
MOVIE MOVIE!
SHOPPING SHOPPING!
EATING EATING!

{ 2:01 PM }

Monday, July 21, 2008.
WEEE, GEO is over..
Tomorrow will be CHEM!
Arghs... don't want to study chem.
Very bored..

Sighs. Anyone selling national day ticket.
Aunty called and told me Tian Yong don't have the tickets.
But he will be sitting on the helicopter watching the parade every year.
So good to be in NS.
Saying about NS, it has been 14 days since he went to NS.
Still no news.
But i'm sure anyone as fit as him will be living in NS well.

Ate bbq yesterday then today got a bit of sore throat.
And it rained the whole day..

Was sitting very near the air con during exams today.
Was feeling so cold.
Hands were so stiff and difficult to write.
Haha Mr lim say: you very cold uh.
Me: errrr.. no la.
Mr Lim: aiyah. next time must bring jasket ma.
ME: orh.
Mr lim: nevermind la. Hardy will block the wind for you.

Haha, hardy got jacket but i don't have...

Oh ya, there's a new invigilator today.
He wore a white shirt.
Haha, xinyu and leeling will know what's about him..

Thank you thank you!
I will jiayou one.
Haha, i also looking forward to breaking Albert;'s record. XD
Words of encouragement will make me go further..
JIAYOU BA!

{ 3:35 PM }

Friday, July 18, 2008.
HOHOHO. lols.
CH is over.
Even though didn't managed to do ss q1c and 1d and
history didn't realised got source f and didn't know how to do 4b...
Others was still alright.
Optimistic!

We had oral with the friendly mrs liow.
She talked about her family.
Her sons especially..
She must be a good mother who cares about the family.
Haha.
Huilin and i looks like NO PROBLEM CHILD IN MATHS.
She says emaths is more fun than amaths.
Haha...
And she is handling a class with 48 with the hongkong students.
Hmm..okay. i think it's really quite stressful.

HAHA.. peikiat met a crazy man.
Eh, but it was really quite scray.
I thought he was saying i was the crazy person, then in the end is a really crazy man.
Hope everything's fine. (:

Then we went to eat lunch later.
We always had problems deciding where to eat.
Then we went JEC kopitiam.
Noodles and the milo or chocolate ice kachang.
Yummy Yummy!
Haha, i was saying next time we should bring a tin of milo and add on to the milo ice kachang.
Cause they only put very little milo on top.
More would be nicer.

Then huilin accompanied me to the science centre.
Thank you thank you..
But on the way i saw a commonwealthian, benjamin's friend.
He was lighting a cigarette and smoking.
Ermms...
Don't understand why he did that.
Destroying his health at such a young age.
Okay. getting back.
We went to the science centre and they were exhibiting dinosaurs!
The entrance one was very cool.
Haha, then we hanged around at the gift shop for quite a while.

Saw a lot of things related to magic related to physics.
Thought of MR KOH.
Quite many interesting things.
Haha, huilin and i seemed to be teaching the caucasian boy wrong stuff.
Saw the mini chess set.
Thought of Jason and Afiq.
Wondering whether to buy a not, haha.
In the end after the veteran judging i bought one.
Then there was the freezed ice-cream in packets formed.
I felt like biscuits.
Very crispy kind..
Huilin and i was also wondering to buy or not.
Haha, but it seems really odd, it says its meant for astronauts.
In the end we didn't buy.

Went for the veteran judging.
The lady said: "a girl from commonwealth here for the..."
Then it's such a coincidence that the lady who aided me in the judging was from commonwealth.
She was 4 years older than me.
She said i looked like sec 1.
So should i be happy?
Haha. actually good to look young! (:
Every year they will send someone down to fetch me.
This year they asked me to go up myself.
Was hoping to meet Mr Ooi or the best would be Ryan.
Then took the "fireman lift". lols.
Cause i can't find a proper one.
Then couldn't open the door to exit the lift area.
I thought i went the wrong way.
So i ran down to level three, found a proper lift and took to level 4.
I think i must have ran like a little child, that made her think that i was only sec 1.
Haha, or rather was skipping. lols.

This year's entries were much better than other years.
Cause there had already been severals rounds of selection.
It was also a coincident that i noticed the teacher in charge for the student's entry from shuqun primary school.
Its MR SIVA KUMAR.
My Yuhua primary school primary 2 teacher.
I still remember he likes me a lot and even gave me a dictionary at the end of the year..
I miss him so much..
I still have the dictionary with me with his wonderful signature.
But i'm also quite surprised that he is still a teacher.

Went to explore science centre later on.
I love the dinosaur exhibition part.
The dinos were so real that it did scare me a little.
With it's frightening roar.
Oh ya, the first place i decided to visit was the chicks incubator.
4 chicks were hatched!
They were "flying" around and sipped water from the dish.
One more is trying to come out.
It has poked a hole already but i think it still need to take a long time to come out.
It's has been ags since i'm lucky enough to see hatched chicks.
They were really very adorable.
Felt like cuddling them in my hands.
Then a little girl came over and asked me: Zhe shi she me
I: Xiao ji
She: Oh. Xiao ji uh. Yu baby hor?
I: uh. Ta yao chu lai le
She: Ta chu lai jiu shi baby de hor?
I: uh. Gen ta de peng you yi yang lor.
She: Ohh, na xie shi ta de peng you uh?
I: uh.

Haha. she is really cute.
I think very few children will ask a stranger these.
But maybe cause i looked friendly.. :D
Took plenty of photos...
Then finally went home.

Oh ya, this year is quite disappointing.
I didn't receive any souvenir at all.
Though the lady wanted to give me refreshments, but i kindly rejected her offer. haha.

Reahed home was quite amusing.
Haha, cause i was banged by the lift door.as i didn't press the lift button before going in.
XD. so embarrassing...
Furthermore i shouted "ouch!". lols.
Arghs.. embarrassing!!

Yeah! today is a joyful day!! :)

{ 8:21 PM }

Thursday, July 17, 2008.
Amaths is over!

WEEEE... hahaha..

It's really intensive paper.



I'm so happy today!

Cause i received the science centre call to go for the veteran judging for sony creative science award!

HOHOHO. I'm not forgotten and deleted from their list.

I received their invitation to the prize presentation award.

Which came earlier than the call.

Haha. hazel and i thought we were too "old" to continue the judging.

I wonder what souvenir will they give me this year.



The guy isn't Ryan!

Argh, it is Mr Ooi Wen something.

Haha, i thought of wen song.

Maybe this is his brother..

Wa.. but the department seems to have upgraded.

To science upstream..

Got refreshments provided after judging.

He asked me to go down TOMORROW!

Ok. great. a great time to visit the science centre.

It has been a few months since i last went there. FOR FREE. XD



CH tml.

MR ONG don't feel empty in the heart..

lols.

{ 6:19 PM }

Wednesday, July 16, 2008.
I don't know why am i online now.
But yeah, HCL and English prelims are over.

I know i screwed up my Chem Spa. cause i read the question wrongly.
I really wonder, when will i stop being so careless.
Thanks for your encouragement.
Haha, always felt much better after telling you.
Yes, i will work hard for my paper.
You shall Jiayou too!

I am so happy for my senior.
He got an A for GP.
And he didn't do his homework..
Haha.
Congratz to you!

I thought i lost my wallet today.
Really panicked and ran back to the examination hall.
Then didn't see my wallet.
In the end it was leeling who helped me find my wallet.
And it was IN MY BAG.
Then blamed me never search properly.
Haha. but i didn't realise i put it in another place which i seldom look into.
Haiyos.. SUPER BLUR LAH!

Reached home.
The super stong wind toppled my mum plants over.
Heard a loud crash.
Then the plant with the shattered flower pot pieces were on the ground.
I thought someone did it.
Haha, but then realised its the wind.
Helped mum to pick up the pieces then swept the ground.
Wasted some time...

Tomorrow is Amaths.
So bored.
We got paper 1 and paper 2.
But good that the prelims will be over soon!
After blinking your eyes.. lols.

A xin li ce yan.
Ri jia yi hua, ni hui xiang dao shen me zi..

Haha, Hilda asked me de.
I'm going to ask the classmates.

{ 5:43 PM }

Sunday, July 13, 2008.
I just realised. i had lots of "haha" in my post.
Posts that are full of laughter. lols.

I feel so bad today.
I can't go for my niece birthday.
She was so disappointed.
I'm so so so sorry.
I shall buy you something nice soon kaes!
Tomorrow will be Siew Rong's birthday.
Argh, i can't manage to get her a present.
Too many people's birthday..

He went overseas today.
To i don't know where.
I'm sure he is having a good time now.
Really envied him.
Wished i could be him.
It's so true that you can't judge a book by its cover.
So quiet but mature and clever.
XD so rich too.
But this one you can tell.
From the scent that one gives out..haha.

Have been nearly living on durians and chocolates these few days.
Everyday there will be durians.. so yummy, but unhealthy if we eat too often.
Then bro will tempt me with his bags of chocolates.
I can't believe it.
It's really bags of chocolates.
For him to enjoy in the army.

Came online and saw xinyu's nick.
Still so loving as ever.
Haha... Ling ren gan dong.
Jiayou worx. Wo Zhi Chi Ni! lols.

Physics SPA tomorrow.
And he is in army.
I wonder what is he doing now.
Did he became a pilot in the air force.
That's his dream.. i guess.
To become a pilot.
How i wished that time could stop at that moment.
It'll be the thing that will be etched in my mind forever.
Even making me smile sweetly in my sleep.

So gloomy.
I wished it would rain now.
Don't know why.
DAD. GET WELL SOON!
I wished to work now.
And buy him lots of stuff.
Make him feel that he XING FU.
with one who could share his burden.

PRELIMS AND Os.
4/5 is chionging so hard.
But this does not apply to our class.
Except for a few.
Haha. playing chess, talking away.
I'm impressed by JasONG and AFIQ.
Haha. maybe it's because i can't play chess.

{ 8:47 PM }

Saturday, July 12, 2008.
Yesterday was one of the best day of school.
Haha, caused of the early dismissal.
All the teachers were also busy for the official opening.

But we still had chem.
Luckily no more maths after chem.
It feels strange to leave the school early.

During chem we did the chem spa level 3 questions.
Huilin and i question 8. So fun..
Although we do not need to clear our class, but i still cleared my table and left only the english packs in school.
My bag was so heavy.

Then during chem lesson i asked ms liao to sign the card for me.
Haha, she was asking why i gave her red marker then others is purple.
Cause RED is nice.. haha. and she was wearing red.
Then later JingJie and Jason also signed.
:) hahaha. thanks JasONG! So touching..

Then later went out with Jingjie, Shawn, Waihon, JingHong, Zexun, Ruiting, Huilin and Leeling.
We had a hard time deciding where to go for lunch.
Then finally we walked form JE interchange to IMM.
Saw quite a lot of commonwealthians.
I went Giant to buy sushi.
Haha, the feeling seems like mountain tortoise.
I told them i wanted to buy sushi in the end didn't realised Giant has renovated and it was Shawn who seldom goes IMM who found where the sushi was.
We saw Zexun's mum too.

Jingjie was so nice to buy for her sis.
$9.80 sushi. Can she finish it?

In the end we went to behind the donut shop for lunch.
I forgot what's the name of the shop.
The things were quite expensive but still taste quite nice.
Haha. We used up half the bottle of cheese and chilli.
First tiem trying sushi with cheese.
But it taste special.

Then later Siok Hwee, MiaoLing and Joanne came to look for us.
Haha. Leeling can't direct them well. XD
Then later we went to the CD shop and they were showing L's movie. L changed the world.
Haha. My favourite L!
The little boy was named near.
Actually the name seems odd.. lols.

It was the ending part and leeling and i still remembered the movie.
We watched it with Hilda at jurong point some time ago.
Thinking about movie the recent movie RED CLIFF looks interesting.
Haha. feel like watching it.

Next week will be Prelims.
And Physics and Chem O level SPA.
JIAYOU BA!! :)

{ 1:06 PM }

leehui!
tanleehui
commonwealth sec sch
student
03091992

bold.underline.italics
LOVES!
my family
my hamster
animals
chocolates
sweets
japanese food
sushi
sunflowers
tulips
red roses
kuma kuma
humourous friends

the friends aound me now!(:

music.
Now Playing:
David Cook - Always Be My Baby

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook
noise.
*~Afiq~*
*~Ben~*
*~Ellise~*
*~Geraldine~*
*~HuiLin~*
*~JasONG~*
*~JiaQiang~*
*~JingJie~*
*~JunHong~*
*~JunJie~*
*~KOK~*
*~LeeLing~*
*~MiaoLing~*
*~PeiKiat~*
*~RuiTing~*
*~ShiShu~*
*~ShuoTing~*
*~SiokHwee~*
*~SinWoon~*
*~Syahidah~*
*~Xinyu~*
*~WaiHon~*
*~Xueer~*
*~YouJing~*
*~ZeXun~*
*~ThreeThree~*

nonsense.

memories.

December 2007
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thanks.

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