Friday, December 25, 2009.
Yeahs!
Happy happy.
Cause i'm going out today to shop! :D

I really missed my mummy.
She went to malaysia yesterday and i missed her so much alr.
Only back on monday. :(
Perhaps i'm really suitable for the nickname of a crybaby like you said.
I cried for so many things. LOLs.

No one at home.
Have to cook my spagetti myself later.
Well, actually wanted to make some marhmallow trix for you, but i realised my marshmallows have finished up at home.
Next time perhaps.

I was tempted to join my mum to malaysia.
It's gonna be fun~ and i wouldn't be missing her.
But i had outings with my class and friends.
So i can't break my promise.

Okays.
I shocked my parents with a phone bill of $170.
We didn't call that much.
So maybe it was my friend.
Her mum called in for quite some time.
Perhaps they didn't know it's still expensive to call into my phone.
Well~ what to do?.....

My parents bought the 600 plus eye relaxer for me.
I've been using it diligently for days but i think my eyesight hasn't improved. ><
They say it requires months.
Hope i really have the determination to use it when school reopens.
Cause i think school's gonna be hectic.

The products are finishing soon.
$400 plus per month.
Gosh, i'm like spending thousands of dollars of my parents money every month.
School pocket money, extra money, shopping money, food, healthcare products and some unexpected stuff that school asks to pay.
Hope all sickness goes away from me.
So i won't need to spend to see doctor. ><

I like the song by jerry yan: "yi ban"
<3 <3 <3

{ 9:19 AM }

Saturday, December 19, 2009.
This is idiotic.
IT's ALWAYS like that.
When i wishes for something, it will never come true.
Good things happen only comes when you are unexpected.

Am i running out of luck?
I'm always having good luck in my life.
But i don't see it now.

I really cut myself with penknife.
OF COURSE! i was not trying to commit suicide or something.
Thats silly right.
I slashed myself accidentally while trying to open jewellery boxes for customers or cutting open the huge boxes.
3 lines on my left hand, it's painful, especially when you wash your hands or bath..

I met weijie.
He's a nice guy. (: (: (:
I met some commonwealthians.
I really don't know who is he, his name, but i just helped him.
It's good enough that he knows who am i. xD
The trolley was really fun. so smooth and easy to push.

Yeah!
Last day of work tomorrow!
I'm having mac almost EVERYDAY.
Killing my health! =x
But, if not what can i eat??

Yeah, i think, i am a very independent girl.

And, i do spent lots, only that no one sees it.
I'm sure i'm spending the most out of so many of you.


I just need a sense of belonging.
I don't feel that i belong there, so, i'm not enthusiastic about whatever is going to happen.

Many times, i just look, and listen.
I'm not going to talk anymore.
I'll wait for the day to come.
If only, i am that lucky...

{ 11:50 PM }

Thursday, December 17, 2009.
Yea. i did realise we are cheap labours.
But nevertheless i worked hard.
Customers requested to open up jewellery boxes one after another.
For one customer i opened 6.
And still not happy with like the grains not nice or something.
The jewellery box is for 16 watches.
HELLO? you all will not know how heavy it is....

They opened up boxes and make a mess of the place, spoil the displays, steal the displays.
These are singaporeans....

On mrt, the pretend to sleep or play with their PSP and do not give up their seats to those who need it more than them.
HELLO boy?
Your school don't teach you moral education is it?
Or can't you see the sign board.
The old lady is in need of seats, everyone's staring at you and you were playing your PSP.
It should be instinct right? to give up your seat naturally.

Today our class girls went out to eat dimsum at bugis.
After that was a tramautising experience.
We witnessed road accident!!
A rubbish truck lost control and crashed directly to the little red car in front.
Domino effect.
2 cars, 1 van, 1 rubbish truck was involved.
You could hear the crushing of the cars.
HORRIFYING!
And we ran.
First instinct we thought the accident would hit us.
Second instinct is the huge dog which is just standing next to us.
I was running away from the fear of the dog more than from the fear of accident.
We called the police.
I think this incident will be on the news tomorrow.
It's scary. Really.

Sometimes i really hate you to the max.
The way you talked, the way you try to act.
But in fact you're nothing.
Learn from others please.
How to be a good man.
Don't be so immature.
It irritates not only me, but the others around you.

Is singapore really having declining birthrate?
How many pregnant women do i see in a day at the same spot.. Many.
How many children i see each day. A LOT!
One family has five children, three children, two children.
There are lots!
All couples are so sweet to each other.(: (: (:
Many girls were saying: oh, my bf is buying this for me, oh, buying that for me.
LOLS. good good for you guys. (:
~sweet~

I've learnt a lot.
Nice working with hoong jia too.
Anyway he is evil.
He used rubber bands to shoot at my arm for FUN today.
And my legs.
He's crazy right.
But still many thanks.
For entertaining me with your awesome tricks! (: LOVE THEM! (:

{ 12:28 AM }

Sunday, December 13, 2009.
Hoorays!
My mum is buying me an eye relaxer. $642.
It helps to reduce my short-sighted degree.
I really don't want to complain not able to see whats on the screen during lecture or class again!
I always have to copy from others cause my short-sighted degree keeps on increasing.
Changing spects again and again really doesnt help.

Yes. He IS charming.
Few notices.
But i THINK he has a girlfriend.
Awesome guy.

Yes. I've learnt a lot of things through my work.
Met many kind souls who gave my advices.
A lawyer spoke to me today...
He's amazing, knowledgeable, a practical good person.

I've picked up many skills.
Meanwhile, accidentally slashed my fingers with penknives and cardboards.
It's painful, i can't even wash my hair properly.

I have to eat meals alone now.
No more companion.
But still thanks for the company for the first few days.
They call him "shuai4 ge".
He call him a " friendly ah beng". LOLS.
Thanks for the chocolates shuai4 ge.
Nice way of allowing people to accept things. *winks*

The children were adorable!
LOVE kids!
I saw many couples how they got along with each other.
Distinct differences, regardless of race, language, religion, intelligence, beauty.
How loving and sweet. *hugs*

I don't like guys who don't lead girls.
I don't like guys to hide behind the girls.
I don't like it.

I'm loving this job.
No regrets despite tiring out my legs.
My family have to endure my complaints abt the ache and hoax me. LOLS.
Thanks mummy! :D
*MUACKS!*

The only bit of regret is missing out fun with class at escape!
But i can still go next year! so no worries! :D (just trying to convince myself its okay. ><)
Next year jiameng and albin must join us too!

{ 10:18 PM }

Monday, December 7, 2009.
I saw something i find quite interesting from my senior's msn nick.
love the heart which hurts you but dont hurt the herat which loves you.

Had basketballing session with the class yesterday.
Now the outings is just short of one more person.
ZAIWEI!
Come back soon zaiwei!
So we can organise more outings and meet ups! :D

It was silence throughout.
Recalling back, i knew i would be mad at this.
But cause it's a different person, i just took it casually.
Or rather, i don't really care.

I've recovered from almost all my illnesses~:D
Thanks to doctor tan, for your concern, your sharing of own experiences and enlightening me in many many ways.

My brother got a new phone.
But somehow i'm not very into phones kind of person.
I also don't know whats the latest model of phone cause i think i still love my current phone the most!
It's in good condition too.

$460 of healthcare products.
Hope the money is worthwhile. ><

Leeling, Huilin, Miaoling and i went to 313 @ somerset.
Nothing much there and the food republic is indeed very expensive.
Miaoling got cheated for her small bowl of curry as it costs $4!~
I saw a super duper pretty black heels!
And best of all, it really suits me!!!!
BUT. $46.90 for a pair-.-
I want, but can't bear to spend that much.
Have been spending way too much money already.
Furthermore, my income comes from my parents hardwork, so i guess i better not buy. ):

Went Cine!:D
Huilin and i ate blue cotton candy!
Cause it started to rain and the weather was really humid.
The cotton candy just melted and fell like raindrops onto my skin.
Raining cotton candy!:D
But i still love it and it's very yummy!~ :D
Some photographers came to take our picture too.

Went orchard ion.
Hanged around at dunkin donuts for some time.
$4.50 for a mango smoothie.
It's small size and don't really taste very nice.
Well, at least we got to know what it taste like afterall.
And it doesn't worsen my sore throat, thats good enough. xD
I WAS TEMPTED to eat the donuts.
But my voice and throat was really sore on that day, and so i didn't.
I'm a good girl right? hahahaha.


I wanna sing with you.

I've got no mood to do any homework.

I want to find a job and work! earn money myself and not take from my parents.

I really wanna travel with the school again. (:

{ 2:43 PM }

Friday, December 4, 2009.
RAWRs!
Tell me how to not miss someone.
I want to keep my mind off you.

Sinlin, xueping and wenbin will be back tomorrow! (:

{ 9:44 PM }

I'm in trouble.
I'm addicted to something.
It's not really something thats very unpleasant, but it's unhealthy.
sometimes, many things and feelings are just beyond your control..

I'm falling sick!
I had sore throat for the past few days, and now i've got slight cough and blocked nose!
Can't breathe properly. *gasping for air*

I love people who have the surname tan!
They're all very caring, smart and helpful.
I met so many tan's in my life, and all of them left a good impression on me.
I was talking to three tans yesterday!
Felt super fortunate to meet all the three of them. (:

I really ponder on whether anyone will wish that they'll be sick.
Someone told me i was silly to think about this wish in the past. LOLs.
But i guess im one of the few weirdos who would have wished for being sick.
And then regret.
Haha. it's always like this.

I kept thinking that today is thursday.
I'm going to bring all my illness and meet up with leeling, huilin, miaoling and perhaps tangge tml.
Please god, keep me healthy and increase my defence against more virus attack!
I can't wait for your return and go out with you.
~Don't wanna miss a thing~ don't wanna miss one smile.

My temperature 10 mins ago was 37.2.
Feeling rather warm.
Hope its not the syndrome for fever attack! ><

{ 5:59 PM }

Tuesday, December 1, 2009.
I'm back from shandong, china! :D
Did anyone miss me? Hahaha.

Although we are back here in singapore, i really missed the times we had in China.
I missed my new friends i made during the trip and also the teachers.
A trip can make or break friends.
I'm glad i'm making friends! Haha.

Before we left singapore, i received your message, and my dear called me too.
It's really heartwarming.
Sometimes when i'm bored, i will look at your message and have a good laugh.
He's really funny and blur. xD


I sat on the plane with junjie and mr tan on our first flight.
Yu chen and mr tan on second flight.
Both flights back was with hoong jia and rouhui.
The flight journey was still rather pleasant.
And check out the air steward in my facebook photos. He's greatly admired by many of the girls in our trip, including mdm low. xD

Plane's meals were not very appealing, but still, we have to eat them.
Throughout the trip, we have really wasted lots of food!

About the trip, there's only a word of awesome to describe it!
Good lodging, food, services, tour guide, fantastic friends, group members, teachers!

Misses.
Of the teachers especially mr tan!
He is really very funny and entertaining throughout the trip!
Everyone loved him lots~

Haha.
I would like to thank my group members too.
Working hard together and cooperating with me. (:
Thanks yaojun for the pizza treat too! xD

Coem back soon will you?
I'm missing you everyday!

{ 7:34 PM }

leehui!
tanleehui
commonwealth sec sch
student
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LOVES!
my family
my hamster
animals
chocolates
sweets
japanese food
sushi
sunflowers
tulips
red roses
kuma kuma
humourous friends

the friends aound me now!(:

music.
Now Playing:
David Cook - Always Be My Baby

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook
noise.
*~Afiq~*
*~Ben~*
*~Ellise~*
*~Geraldine~*
*~HuiLin~*
*~JasONG~*
*~JiaQiang~*
*~JingJie~*
*~JunHong~*
*~JunJie~*
*~KOK~*
*~LeeLing~*
*~MiaoLing~*
*~PeiKiat~*
*~RuiTing~*
*~ShiShu~*
*~ShuoTing~*
*~SiokHwee~*
*~SinWoon~*
*~Syahidah~*
*~Xinyu~*
*~WaiHon~*
*~Xueer~*
*~YouJing~*
*~ZeXun~*
*~ThreeThree~*

nonsense.

memories.

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