oh well.
I've received all results for the block test.
I didn't do well.
Commonwealthians who went JJ did well.
Except me.
Everyone got their strengths at a particular subject.
Except me.
I think i've really wasted too much time in the past.
What was i doing?
Plenty of time-wasters.
I could sit and stone for an hour or two.
Despite holding some books or notes in my hands, i wasn't really reading them at all.
Oh fine.
I know we should not cry over split milk.
So i shall pull up my socks! :D
I really want to thank sinlin, jolene, khim goek and joon how.
Thank you for making me laugh when i feel really down and vexed.
Thank you for being by my side when i really felt so lost.
Joon how was thanked cause he accompanied me home sometimes.
At least some one to talk to will make you feel better.
Today was another great day!(:
I love you guys.
We met a taxi driver who sort of entertained me.
Hahaha, while some are pissed off.
Sanjay and Wenbin were really cute!!! hahaxD
The Google office is super cool!
We went up to the 35th floor.
There were a variety of chocolates, cookies, cereals, drinks!
You can take any if you want.
The office is just like your house~ :D
Then went home on MRT had plenty of laughters.
My new name is call NUBBY now!
So cute right!? :D hahaha
It's created by sinlin.
Cause i was being "scolded" as a NOOB so many times today.
They keep laughing at me. ><
Even jasmine also laugh at me.
Hahahaha. Cause i like to talk to myself. =x
BUT!! I'm not mentally unsound k.
Went to shop for accessories at JE.
I bought two rubber bands with heart shape on them and a beautiful hair clip also with a heart shape!
I love heart shapes! (:
They're really beautiful and meaningful~
I also love white!
So i have new rubber bands to tie my hair when i go to school! (:
White shoes, White shirt, White jacket, White rubberband!! Woohoo~
Quoted from Mr leow: Let it be fate that you are here.
I shall think it as let it be fate of what has happened.
Good that you're living happily with your new found prey.
Good that you seemed to be brainwashed.
Good that now i have a different perception of you which reflects the truth. :D
{ 7:31 PM }
OMG~
Really just felt like posting something now.
The content of the story was basically quite simliar.
It's just that the roles of the gender were switched.
I was thinking.
Who would be able to understand the feeling.
Now i know.
Someone did.
Pretence.
You need to be thick-skinned and remain stubborn.
You have to keep to your lie in face of all challenges.
I learnt this from the korean drama.
Hahaha.
But anyway it's true right?
Cause i saw it, i feel it, i experienced it.
It wasn't a good experience i would say.
It's not a white lie.
I think i'm really crazy.
How to sustain till two years later.
So horrible.
Okay.
I will continue to remember this: don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
But in these days to come, years to come, you will know it.
Yes. I believe there will be~
The story is: The hunter dug a hole. (or perhaps many)
The prey fell into it.
Sometimes..the hole was dug for fun.
The hunter came back to take a look at the prey.
The hunter was happy with it for a few seconds.
And the hunter proceeded on to other holes.
The prey was trapped in the hole.
The more it struggled to get up, the deeper the hole got.
In the end, for most prey, they died in the hole.
Pathetic right.
This story will happen to you if you don't open your eyes big enough.
Your heart will be lying to you at times.
But try to be a prey that's more agile.
You can flash out your mobile phone and dial for help.
Or aim for a stepping stone in the hole, jump, and get off the hole.
Haha.
{ 5:01 PM }
I'm feeling so happy!
Hahaha.
Had a great day today talking to hilda!! (:
I joined her rock star group.
So LEEHUI ROCKS! :D
Had a wonderful and delightful dinner with my family today.
Thanks dad!
I LOVE YOU! :D
My dad's arm got swollen.. i hope it'll recover soon!
And most importantly of all i would like to mention in my post today is...
I LOVE MY SENIORS!
It's a pity that we're not in the same school anymore.
I don't have many close seniors in JJ.
But anyway, i'm very grateful to my seniors. :D
"dont cry it's over, smile because it happened"
GOOD JOB to xiejing, zaiwei, joonhow and prakash for the SMa presentation on saturday.
Well Done! :D
In "my girl" the korean drama, they need two years.
Perhaps, after two years, the fate will come back again. (:
{ 9:29 PM }
为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman
这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪
第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
{ 8:10 PM }
These few days.
I then realised how much the people around me loved me.
Despite neglecting my family members as i was a fool, they still dote on me dearly.
I throw tantrums and vent my anger on my family when things didn't go well.
But now when i was in despair, they were still the ones who were giving me support.
I broke my parents heart over and over again during this period of time.
I didn't expect that i would reacted like that.
But i love my parents and my brother who is the best brother in the whole wide world!
All my favourite food came in everyday to cheer me up.
Sushi, plenty of sweets, chocolates, ice-cream and my favourite subway cookies.
I'm getting fat and unhealthy i guess.
I am really sorry to my parents and my brother.
To my mummy especially.
I really love my family.
Thanks to my friends too.
I remembered what you said: you still have many friends around you who cared about you. Don't be sad.
Thank you my friends.
I really believed in god.
I believe those kind hearted people will be repaid, and those who commit sins will be punished. (:
Thank you god...
{ 9:28 PM }
I really wonder how did you do that.
So it has all been a dream?
This is scary.
"click" and it's completely different.
I didnt know you were to eager to let go.
I was a complete fool.
Why...
{ 9:00 PM }