We have finished almost half of our O levels!
Hahaha. SOONＳＯＯＮＳＯＯＮ～
It will be over before you know it.
Every senior says that...
YEAH!
Haha.
Crush has remained NUMBERＯＮＥ for TWO WEEKS!
Great great.
I hope it can remained there for THREE WEEKS!
The best would be until the end of over O levels! Haha.
>.<
didn't managed to get my phone repaired yesterday.
Waste my time.
But thanks RUITING.
She accompanied me ALL THE WAY!!
Haha. Thank you thank you.
Recently my life has been always waiting for buses.
They only comes after a long long wait.
I saw so many people walked on.
I should have too.
Maybe i would have already reached home long ago.
A walk along the path alone.
Can do some reflections, and deep thinking.
Haha. And recall about the weird couple at the bus stop XD
Okay. Yesterday night then i've decided.
I MUST get my phone repaired once O levels end.
Don't waste my warranty.
Hahaha.
And cause i love my phone too much. =P
Misunderstandings need to be cleared by truthful explanations.
I only knew about it two days ago?
Sorry.
Haha. Now i have someone who shares the same thought too.
I'm glad i'm glad. (:
You really need that kind of experience before you could feel it and see it and know it.
Mummy has went cameron highlands.
After my repeated assurance that i'll be fine.
Haha. Every child is always a baby in the parents eyes.
Then mummy gave plenty of reminders before she goes on the trip.
Called back 4 times yesterday.
When mummy is away, a child learns to be independent.
And have to make decisions.
ABOUT WHAT TO EAT!
Which is the worst thing that i could ever think of.
And do the washings and cleaning.
Got sense of satisfaction! hahaha.
So we must love our mummys and daddys more.
They love you sooo much!
Weee.
Making plans what to do after o levels.
Though i know i'm not supposed to.
I really hope there will still be a chalet.
I think Ruiting would be utterly disappointed if we don't have one.
She was telling me about it yesterday. >.<
Okay.
shall start my day with studying soon!
HSM3!
I'm looking forward.
But before that i want to rewatch HSM1 and 2 first. ^^
MOVIES MOVIES we are coming! haha.
{ 11:54 AM }
Five papers done!
Okay.. many more to go!
It rained so heavily today.
xiayu xiayu xiayu...
But it wasn't what i expected to be.
*FLUSTERED!
怎么办。。。
为什么我还是忘不了。。。
心理的空虚有谁能了解？
过目不忘。
这次为什么发身在这种事。
You all just won't understand.
I think.
Its call paranoid...
我也不希望会是这样。。。
看着他们，心里很羡慕。
怎能不难过！
It may be possible. But i really hope it won't be that case.
雨淋湿了天空 毁的很讲究
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔的很冲动
就算这次做错 也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
哦 你说我不该不该 不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
哦 请告诉我 暂时算不算放弃 我只有一天的回忆
hoho. The CORRECT lyrics.
Decided to just paste the whole thing here.
Since i've got the whole full version of it.
Thanks! :)
{ 5:58 PM }
It's a Saturday!
Yeah. My FANTASTIC KORKOR repaired the computer.
It was working around noon.
But when i used it, it didn't work again.
Hehe, but his hardwork paid off now.
Happy belated birthday to Jason's mummy, Shawn, Benjamin Tan.
Luckily i flipped through my diary.
If not i would have missed it.
Today the day seemed to pass so quickly.
I was at west mall for 2 hours plus..
And i didn't realise it was already so late.
Luckily dad put enough coupon.
Hoho. I've got a new line.
But i forgot to bring my IC, so it became under my brother's name AGAIN.
It will expire on 17/10/2010.
Haha, my line's 2nd year old "birthday".
Which is the same as so many people.
Okay.
Seriously i didn't know what i was doing.
I'm just sorry.
Trying to make things fine but in the end it turned out to be the other way.
I treasure what i have now, really.
It's just a bit tough to balance.
But i also need understanding.
Everything seemed to go wrong on Friday.
Everything seemed broken.
My neighbours were moving too.
That girl missed me.
I think i will too. :)
Two big pots outside crashed to the floor.
They weren't careful at all...
Maybe god blessed me.
I was much happier after that.
The songs suits the mood.
And the things around me were beginning to get better.
Anyway, TWO more days to O levels.
A bit lost.
Don't know what should i start on.
Econs? Chemistry?
Just can't concentrate on them.
I hope i made the right choice!
Sorry mum and dad...
But i'm really thankful to have you all. :)
{ 8:02 PM }
Its supposed to be a "holiday" for me.
But i had to go to school EVERYDAY.
Except saturday and sunday.
Oh well, nevermind.
I think i enjoy Ms Jane's lessons.
At least i'm spending some good time to brush up my skills.
And maybe, it will really help me do better in my english.
IMPORTANT IMPORTANT!!
Haha.
Thinking what to eat every afternoon is such a difficult thing.
BUT, good that it's not cause i'm choosy.
JE closing down soon.
DEMOLISHING...
Ahhs. I will really miss that place.
The place where i grow up in.
Haha. cause its a JURONG area.
Hoho.
After some thinking...
I realised i should forget about the inference.
Doesn't makes any difference to me at all now.
So might as well. try to forget it.
算了！
Econs econs econs..
Nothing to ask during consultation tml.
Cause i haven do anything :(
{ 11:24 PM }
Okay.
Repairing repairing.
Whatever it is, yes, please, you have to get better.
IN ALL ASPECTS.
Mental and physical.
I just know.
Know what's happening.
Know what does it means and what is it about.
Okay.
I just can't help thinking of what the advices were.
You just said it, and it came true.
So fast.
whatever!
Expectations.
Not met again.
So different from what i heard from others.
Why, it doesn't happens once again.
At least once for me.
LOLs. I should close my ears.
Shouldn't hear too much.
Told you.
Rather know nothing.
Haha. Junjie was a good example today.
{ 11:56 PM }
Its sunday early morning.
I just realised.
Time flies today.
But i don't know why.
Maybe cause i woke up late today.
Half the day is gone.
Prime Minister's office.
This has been lingering in my mind since yesterday.
~LINGER ON~
Okay, but anyway, i was really impressed.
Too sentimental again i guess.
But at least its a wonderful thing for me to be proud of.
The thought just came to me.
The advice or rather the comment was in my head.
After some deep thinking, i felt that it was so true.
I don't know.
I think everything around you is related to fate.
Fated to have it forever a not.
And fated whether the interference of another will really put an end to it.
Hoho. So since we can't control anything.
LET IT BE!
I love personality tests.
It's just like self-discovery..
Interesting...
Sometimes it's just so difficult.
HOW!??? I just don't know how..
The thought of it puts me off.
Just STAY AWAY.. I DON'T LIKE THIS!
I wished you would know.
You and you.
Know what the hell are you doing.
I've showed it, and i think you should get it.
But still, i think you don't.
Feigning ignorance about it is no use.
Hope god do something about it.
{ 12:09 AM }
Tomorrow will be a Friday.
Then weekends and most of us do not have to go to school next week!
Except for certain days.
Ms Jane went through the composition questions with us today.
I know i screwed up the paper.
I don't know what will she say to me.
I received Mr Singh's message.
Then tears started to well up in my eyes.
I just feel that the message was very touching.
It's my pleasure to have you as a teacher.
Mr Singh even visited Ms Jane yesterday!
Haha, they still keep in touch.
Having lessons tomorrow at Ms Jane's house.
I've got english summary, amaths ws, history pack the first and second exercise to do today.
Later still have to go out to visit uncle.
How can i finish them...
Okay. I'll just do my best! :D
And start work at 6!
{ 5:46 PM }
Ewwws.
I just hate spiders now.
I mean for today.
It's just very irritating to go to school when every morning you will destroy the art pieces of the little spiders.
And get those webs on you.
Very digusting...
I've got a brown and "BIG" spider on my head today.
Which made me develop some sort of a phobia to spiders now.
All Hilda's fault.
Didn't help me sweep it away.
I had touched it unknowingly and brought it down to my skirt, which it started spinning another web.
SPIDERS SPIDERS SPIDERS.
Okay.
I'm not going to complain about it.
It's over.
And even if you tell others what happens, you'll get back the same reply.
Whatever.
You just have to depend on yourself.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR SINGH!
My favourite and best teacher in my heart!
But the message was sent somehow quite late.
Very sorry...
Yeahs..
My email is working again.
My super clever brother had fixed it.
Which a compute idiot like me will never know.
GET WELL SOON!!! :D
Hope you will recover by tomorrow!
2 more minutes to a new day.
And it's bad.
Cause i haven't finish my social studies pack and i LOST my HISTORY PACK!!
Arghs arghs.. DISORGANISED.
Nevermind, i will not lose things anymore. (hopefully) :D
{ 11:54 PM }
NJC open house
18 otcober(Saturday).
9am to 3pm.
for more details check at http://njc.edu.sg :)
{ 4:14 PM }
Hahaha.
A day not at school, thanks for the misses.
Actually it's good to a certain extent.
You know who needs your presence.
And well, i'm quite fine.
NO WORRIES!
By the way, leehui is a very good girl and doesn't pon school okay!
She really went to see doctor.
I'm unwell, so anyone giving cards or fruit baskets? :D
So fun.
I saw you and you didn't see me.
Haha. Cause i saw, that's why the predictions were all true.
My second time walking home from IMM again.
It's such a hot weather.
Didn't get enough sleep at all.
Hoho. Maybe would have fainted in the MRT.
Oh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOK HWEE!
You would have receive my midnight message if not for your good friend. :D
Went Ms Jane's house just now.
Met up with quite a number of people and went searching for her house.
Ms Jane's mum and grandma were around.
Her neighbours came in too.
Ms Jane's mum was nice.
She made so many things for us.
I didn't ate the curryfish with sambal on bread.
Heard from zhen ting they all that it was very spicy.
Then auntie specially made tomato and cheese on bread for zhikai, leeling and i.
It was so cheesy. YUMMY YUMMY! :D
Hahaha. Water fountain while washing the glasses.
Then auntie said: girls must all know how to wash cups.
Hahaha. Theck yee was also laughing.
But not my fault.
I didn't know the water could create a water fountain!
Haha, very funny.
Junhong stained Zhenting's paper by droppign his curry fishhead on his paper.
Zhenting was really very amusing. :P haha.
Liven up the lessons.
But the lessons were quite stressful...
Released at 10pm.
Hmm quite late..
{ 10:39 PM }
DAMN IT!
The first time ever i'm saying it.
Why didn't i see it earlier.
Why didn't i come earlier.
Why didn't i have brains to realise it earlier.
Why is it that only its broken into pieces then i know what's going on.
Things are not they way you thought to be.
Some things are meant to be hidden.
For you to discover and it's really so not true and unfair to judge things by seeing the way they appear to be.
Told you i've got reliance.
You didn't know.
And you won't know.
Cause i always tried to keep it to myself.
I'm so not used to it..
AND i DON'T WANT!
So painful, so worrying, so heartbreaking, so negative.And i don't want you to get used to it.
Doing things thinking you will be doing good for the others is stupid.
I think i got it all wrong and upside down.
Turning my world UPSIDE DOWN.
I've wasted my tears.
Should have been crying for joy.
If i realised it earlier.
Wasted my brain cells and battery.
Thinking of ways of expressing.
If you think only you are like that, you are so wrong.
Due to T and I. You've never failed to relight it.
But you also never failed to let it flood, so unknowingly.
But it's also dependent on who it is.
For me, it will happen.
Okay, i remember what many people have said before.
It's the ups and downs in life that help you become better and stronger.
I remembered my choice when i was young.
And i shall stay brave, and turn "cleverer".
Using my "superpowers" and do some significant changes.
Hopefully, i can...
I'm pleased.
Cause i've cleared my misconception.
{ 10:13 PM }
Selamat Hari Raya!
Haha. Hope you guys can enjoy yourselves to the fullest!
I rarely post so early in the morning.
Its TWO am.
Most people are already asleep.
Yeahs. It's a holiday tomorrow!
Glad there's a break in between this week.
I hope i can do something productive.
And at least the best thing is that everyone can sleep to anytime they want!
Hoho. The best damn thing.
My phrase of the day. :D
Or rather, yesterday.
The email: Can i borrow $25 was..
So touching. The best story ever.
Good morning!
Brain isn't working in good condition now.
So shall end here!
GOOD MORNINGsss!
Happy Birthday Yvonne meimei!
It should be belated already cause its 1/10.
Time flies.
I wonder how much you've grown. Haha.
Missed going to your house!
Will pass you a present soon!
Stay sweet and happy! :D
And hope you won't forget me!
KE AI DE LEEHUI JIEJIE with hammy is everlasting love.
And da dao oily pig!
Haha. I was reading those the cards you gave me recently, so memorable.
~SPECIAL MEMORIES WILL ETCHED IN MY HEART FOREVER~
{ 1:58 AM }