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Today is such a happy day! (:
Meaningful saturday! (:

They says: Let it be fate that you are here...

{ 9:00 PM }

It's 26th feb!
Not any special day.
But i just had time to post. (:

Frankly speaking i'm still not adapting well to the new school.
How i missed commonwealth.
My friends, my teachers, and i seemed to know everyone.
Who will always say hi to me with a smile!
And i missed those who "bullied" me.
You guys made my life in secondary school meaningful and best of all,was the happiness.

And with no expectations.
No interlink in anything.
Just so innocent and free.
Drowning in the pool of sweetest honey everyday.
Loving school so much to see and talk to you everyday.
Going home with a huge smile on the face and happy heart.

I want to go back.
I missed those times.
Which isn't coming back for me anymore...

Whatever is coming now is just too much.
It changed me.
Drastically.
Physically and mentally and socially.
I feel sorry for myself.
Cause things are completely opposite.
The words meant nothing anymore.
Put it simply, it's just insignificance.

It doesn't matter anymore whether a fool is there a not.
Cause the fool is just too foolish.
To fall in it in the first place.

Albert!Chongkeng!
I went for the student council! (:
And i missed my seniors badly.
I had no seniors in JJC.
Which is making me lost and crazy.
Hahaha.
I really missed so many people.

JJC is making me becoming super duper emotional everyday.
And now i'm somehow hating myself for making that wish.
That i somehow hate it to be true now.
I'm just too damn brokenhearted.

{ 5:06 PM }

Our JJ camp is over!
On Valentine's Day! :D

So many water games during the camp.
Everyone became tanned too.
Haha.
I was in the same class as Jolene, Sinlin, Joonhow and Jason!

Surprising my wish on the blog came true.
Delwin and Guiping were my OGL once again. (:

Orientation was fun~
But i think this camp is different from other camps cause most of the games main aim is to enjoy YOURSELF.
Unlike the camp we organised for the sec ones.
Most of them requires teamwork and really creates bonding. =x
But overall, it was still enjoyable.

Some interesting things we did during camp:
Learnt lots of cheers, songs and dance.
Some of them the song lyrics were really meaningful.
Especially when you're just beside me. (:
Always be my baby was sang on the third day!
Which is my favourite.
Cause it meant a lot to me.

There was also the cling cling game!
Which we call it as H20 in css.
I think it's the best game of all!
E-web on the last day.
Which was also played during "council graduation party".

No bathing on the second day.
Three girls to one cubicle and i was using my towel wiping off the soap on my body.
Though guiping tried to wash us with the hose at first.

Then after that was the JJ night.
Quite crazy.
We learnt slow dance and other dance.
OMG.
So disappointed in myself, cause i can't dance well. ><
But i had the best dancing partner! hahaha xD

At night we released the kong ming lantern.
Interesting experience.
And i spotted 5 stars in the sky too! (:
The kong ming lantern had "i love you" on it.
Since Sun Mi was the birthday girl, she got to blow out the fire on the wax.

Hahaha.
Then our OGLs and some classmates tried sucking in helium.
So they've got the "duck" voice.
Hahaha.
Very funny.

The food was commendable!
Got pudding, fruits(though little people ate them), nice chicken.
And though most of it were really oily. =x

My luggage was super heavy on the last day.
Then i realised why..
Cause i didn't squeeze out the water from my wet clothings.><
Carrying water home.
No wonder my arms and shoulder is still aching now...

Last day was also a crazy day.
Mr leow told us a story.
That made so many people cried.
Crying is contagious..
But anwyay we realised.. and we reflected..

I'm really contented and thankful with what i'm having now.
I really love you lots dear! =D
Thank you for everything...

{ 4:27 PM }

One week at JJ is over!
I had so many primary school mates there.
Sorry that i missed the outing.
I'm sorry Yan Jing!
Many commonwealthians are in JJ too!
Sinlin and Jasmine appealed in to JJ.

I love my OGLs!
Delwin and Gui Ping.
So fun-loving, daring, active.
Haha.
But after the posting to classes, they may not be our OGL anymore.
I still want them! :D

We've got to choose CCA.
And sadly, i didn't go for student council.
Don't want to risk it.
But i want to become an OGL too!
Hopefully.. (:

Anyway MR TAN JUN JIE!
Sitting in front doesn't mean mugging anyway.
I really can't see the screen..even when i'm at the third row.
Hahaha.
And you should encourage me to mug! Then i can excel in my studies.
Hahaha. xD

Hope we'll be in the same class.
I want to get into that combi..
The impression that was left behind was great..
Maybe we could do that during orientation again.
Oh..
I'm looking forward to orientation too.
I think it'll really be the best orientation we will ever have.
Cause it's organised by APPLE!
My fantastic cousin.
Haha. =P

I guess i really can't leave you chen.
The poor little thing.
Please please please.
Do not develop over-reliance on me.
Huge burden on me you know?
Can't bear to do it. lol.

Next week.
More lectures coming on the way.
Monday i only have two lectures.
And will be having three hours of break AGAIN.
Okay. I need to spend my time wisely.. ><

If only i was in NJC now.
I would have many seniors.
Or maybe ALBERT would be enough.
Why??? I don't have close seniors in JJ!
Haha.

Lower your expectations.
And life would be happier.
Believe in yourself that you've made the right choice.
And do not regret .

{ 11:53 AM }