that's what friends are for

Last Monday we missed the Amaths test cause we had choir practice.
Now we have to take the test in the coming monday and there will be three tests.
Physics, Economics and Amaths.

Tuesday we went for the band concert.
Don't wish to explain further about the school uniform thing.
But it's just that i'm lazy and there isn't ample time left so we didn't feel like changing.
Haha, but my juniors were real cool on that day.
Funky hairstyle and i was surprised that so many of them looked so different in home clothes.
I think Rex had the same shirt as my bro, he looks nice and more mature.

Tuesday was chemsitry test and Wednesday was physics test.
I did not even managed to study for it.
Recess went to meet mdm ros to get the slides for afternoon assembly's presentation.
The teachers and students praised that the video was fantastic and it looks like we have been impactful after all.
Well, though my presentation was not really that great, but i'm glad it's all over now.

Everyone was worrying for the choir concert after watching the band's performance.
But now, choir concert is also over!

THANK YOU JUNJIE FOR THE SUNFLOWER!
Hahaha.. it's really very sweet and kind of you.
AND THE SUNFLOWER IS SUPER PRETTY!
I took very good care of it and put it into a nice vase once i reached home. (:

Thank you to many friends out there for your support and i guess the performance was considered a success!
Now i love Catholic High students too!
It was really a memorable experience and i would never forget the warm-ups and singing of Luk Luk Lumbu with Catholic High choir.
We are all cool people right!

Went to watched L's movie today.
The movie content was quite unexpected and it's SCARY.
But L is the coolest person ever and the little boy is so adorable.
But anyway, the main reason to watch the movie is just to see L.
So it's still quite worth it!

All right, so let's have pizza someday!
And we go to sakae too shall we?

Many events, tests, stress and fun this week.
I'm glad and happy that i've been through them and got a memorable experience.

SOBS. Mum just told me our trip to Cameron Highland will be cancelled.
Well, then perhaps i shall make good use of the time to do something i like.

{ 9:43 PM }

I'll just assume that my money was given away for good deeds.
It's my red packet money.
I'm really glad to have Ms faith and Ms yang with me.
Other teachers will just say learn from your lesson, and whatever.
I think you all should know that you should not do things against your conscience.
And includes scolding people whenever you wish to.
To vent your anger on when you are in a bad mood.

Other children are born to be loved and cared.
Not to be scolded and hurt by you.
Their parents doted on them and yet you hurt them and break their heart.
You have children too.
You will not be a good mother.

You know.
Some children are never beaten, scolded or screamed at by their parents before.
They would not be able to accept this kind of treatment.
If you were on their side, you'll know.

Why make someone hate you unnecessarily.

Many thanks to Jasmine.
For your concern and help.
When you are helpless and feeling really terrible, those who are there for you.. you will know they are your friends.

Have you ever asked how are you.
Four years and now i've seen you.

I hope that everything will be fine after this terrible storm.
You said: " you looked tired."
Of course i am, all because of you people.
At the end of the day i was as if dehydrated.
For the past few hours the tears just kept falling.
Even during the chinese test.
It was the worst day i ever had in school.

Our choir public performance is coming soon...
There are still $20 tickets for sale.
Anyone wants can ask from me. (:

{ 2:36 PM }

I'm quite amazed that i have not been using the computer the past few days.
Haha, and now my blog is dead too.

Recent days..
Valentine's day!
It's the day of spreading love around.
Haha, and delivering roses were really sweet and a fun thing to do.
It's considered a happy and unhappy day for me.

It's until around end of recess time then i realised i have lost my uniform.
To be more specific, it wasn't with me for the rest of the lessons after our P.E, which is the first lesson.
I thought i left it outside the physics lab.
Coincidentally Mr Soh walked up the physics lab with us and i just told him i had left my uniform outside.
He said he'll ask the staff for me.
But i'm sure he didn't.

Later i found my uniform in the canteen.
Luckily my council's badge is still there.
Thanks Huilin for accompanying me to run up and down to find my uniform. (:

Haha, Kang Yao remembered me as the person with lots of sweets.
Good..
At least it's a good impression.
So i went 4/5 to give out chocolates after chinese lesson.
I missed the times with class 1/1 and 2/1.
Kangyao, Panyu, YingWee and Samuel were still the same.
They were always so funny.

Later we had Econs lesson.
Mr Chua said: " Class, can i ask you a question?"
He hesistated before saying: " Why are girls so fascinated with chocolates and flowers?"
Isn't it sweet to give out chocolates and roses?
Some guys just don't understand.
But i'm glad my brother did. (:
See, Albert.
Most guys don't appreciate flowers.
Neither did Shawn or Norafiq.
Haha.

At noon the HongKongers came.
The bouquet that i presented to them was so beautiful.
Its blue roses.
Haha, how i wish i could have it.
Brought them around for tour and then interaction session.

I just don't understand the teachers.
The principals were unhappy with them, and it suddenly became the council board's fault.
Sometimes when we talk to certain people, it's best to understand or know their character first.
She didn't realise that her words were really sensitive to some people and she really spoiled their day.
A valentine's day.
Harsh and cold.
You are not even there so how could you just assume things and scold the wrong person.

The past few days, who had been staying until 7 plus.
Without recess and lunch.
As a result have to stay up late at night doing their homework.
And sometimes so tired they can't even finish their homework before going to sleep.
You think others are contributing more, you really shouldn't judge a book by its cover.
It isn't really nice to hurt someone based on your assumptions.

Sometimes some things happened and you always have to pretend to be cheerful.
Using flu as excuses.
But who will understand.

Albert is really sweet to give us roses.
He is really a great senior.
Always encouraging and cheering people up.
Thanks Albert! (:

These few days i have been still worrying about the retro costumes.
Searching many places for it and caused much incovenience to my parents.
I rather the choir find the costumes for us.
I just hope that my costume will be agreed by the teachers as retro.
If not my time, money and parent's effort had really go down the drain.

Choir practices.
The teachers always mistaken me as the secretary.
Handling me choir stuff, asking me to take attendance book and asking Mr Foong to sign.
Many people say i have the secretary look.
Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

The SL's just don't care about us.
Yee Mun raised the problem of poor arranging of sopranos behind and they asked us to solve the problem ourselves.
Then might as well we be the SLs.
Now Tang Ge and i are out of place.
Charmaine is always sticking with Eunice causing so much confusion about where to stand.
Can't you just stand where you are suppose to and stop standing wherever you like.
In like 10 minutes how many times have the sopranos told you to stand in line.

The choir committee says they will make honey water for us when the performance is near.
Choir practices are held everyday even on mondays when the students are allowed to come late.
We have to abstain from heaty food.
All these are no use when the choir is tired out and doesn't puts in effort to sing.
I just don't understand why can't the choir sing well and do A good job instead of singing and singing and singing again for perfection.
It's so tiring..

How i wish that one of the weekdays would be a holiday so that i can get a good sleep...

{ 1:22 PM }

An environment can really change a person.
Well.. at least changing for the better is good.

This year's new year was not that bad afterall.
Cause we managed to play with florence before she went to Genting.
The playing was gambling.
I won $38 in total.
But anyway i'm sure everyone had enjoyed it no matter who lost or won.

Lots of baked and fried stuff making me feel sick.
Now i got a sore throat and flu cause of Aunt.
Gary and Li Teng passed the flu to me.

Uncle gave us 5 boxes of cookies and stuff.
Now my house is full of new year food.
Anyone wants can come to my house and finish them up.
Uncle's daughter made sushi for my dinner.
She is really very nice.
Her pet rabbits and hamsters are still alive!
Haha.
She always took good care of her pets.

I want to have another hamster.
It's the rat year and i miss my hamster...

No wonder she can score well.
Her school got 4 classes of triple science and 4 classes of triple humanities.
she is in a good school.
Everyone says she is clever.

New year season i tried to concentrate on my work.
But i guess i'm really not in the mood for maths.
I can't do those sums and trying ang trying makes me give up.
Lots of homework waiting for me to be done..

Lots of nice movies screening during the new year season too.
But not really keen to watch them.
But i'm looking forward to L's movie!

{ 3:18 PM }

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAFINAH AND KOK!

So many things happened today.
It's a bad day for many of them.
I feel so upset and bothered by the things happening around me.
Maybe i'm just thinking too much...

I failed my English Common Test.
By 2 marks.
I wonder what about my Amaths.

One of our classmate had some family problem.
He has been missing lessons and common test.
I felt so sorry for him.
So yesterday once i reached home and bath, the first thing i did is i made a card for him.
Hoping that it would cheer him up a bit.
But at night i got the information that his grandfather had passed away.
I was feeling terrible.
I'm sure you had made your grandfather left with good memories of you inside his heart.
You must really take care.
I heard, his grandfather was a great and important man.
He founded some centre or something like that.

So many tearing scenes today.
Made me feel that today is a bad day.
I don't know how to console people.
But i'll just let them calm down on themselves.
Sometimes we really need to leave them alone to let them think for a while.

The canteen was not opened today.
We have no food.
There is still CCA and everyone was feeling hungry.
Ms Tian went NTUC to buy bread, but there wasn't enough, so some had to go hungry.

At night later on i'm going down to Pasir Ris.
It's TianYong's birthday.
He is having a chalet.

Tomorrow there's still council GM at 8am.
Then choir until 12pm...

Joanne sent me an email.
It's quite disgusting.
Coloured rubber bands are made up of used condoms.
I have one packet at home.
Why are the people doing this?

Today's history lessons we watched the movie.
I feel that sophia is so poor thing.
And her brother too.
The world they are living in is so cruel.

Sometimes i really don't like the feeling in school.
With some friends.
Or in class.
But whatever it is i still have to go to school.
I prefer to talk to those innocent little boys and girls in lower secondary.
So bubbly, so adorable.
Blur faces...

I'm hoping that no more sad events should happen in this week anymore.
Or let it happen, but i don't want to know...

But anyway, i'm not feeling stress.
Maybe just emotional.

{ 5:26 PM }