DAMN IT!
The first time ever i'm saying it.
Why didn't i see it earlier.
Why didn't i come earlier.
Why didn't i have brains to realise it earlier.
Why is it that only its broken into pieces then i know what's going on.
Things are not they way you thought to be.
Some things are meant to be hidden.
For you to discover and it's really so not true and unfair to judge things by seeing the way they appear to be.
Told you i've got reliance.
You didn't know.
And you won't know.
Cause i always tried to keep it to myself.
I'm so not used to it..
AND i DON'T WANT!
So painful, so worrying, so heartbreaking, so negative.And i don't want you to get used to it.
Doing things thinking you will be doing good for the others is stupid.
I think i got it all wrong and upside down.
Turning my world UPSIDE DOWN.
I've wasted my tears.
Should have been crying for joy.
If i realised it earlier.
Wasted my brain cells and battery.
Thinking of ways of expressing.
If you think only you are like that, you are so wrong.
Due to T and I. You've never failed to relight it.
But you also never failed to let it flood, so unknowingly.
But it's also dependent on who it is.
For me, it will happen.
Okay, i remember what many people have said before.
It's the ups and downs in life that help you become better and stronger.
I remembered my choice when i was young.
And i shall stay brave, and turn "cleverer".
Using my "superpowers" and do some significant changes.
Hopefully, i can...
I'm pleased.
Cause i've cleared my misconception.
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