I'm finally posting again.
These few days had been rather disastrous for me.
And i created the disasters myself.
Nevermind.
I guess no one can imagine it and understand.
Tuesday.
I fell sick.
Feeling so feverish all day long and i can't do things well.
But fortunately it got better the next day.
Wednesday.
The bus trip to and fro wasn't very pleasant i admit.
I didn't want to ask you to say something cause i remembered what were your words last time.
I had a lot of questions to ask in my mind, but i just didn't had the courage to ask them, to break the silence.
It feels like everything so wrong.
You could just fiddle with it for the whole journey.
I guess that's something very important to you.
Sorry for whatever i've said.
Just felt really confused and vexed that day.
I watched Bolt at Vivo.
The SUPERDOG with his SUPERBARK.
Interesting movie...
And i got a super duper cute 'popcorn-supercow' piggy bank.
Thursday.
All thanks to junjie!!
I went to work for 6hours with siok hwee at khatib.
It's a primary school and we were there for cashier training.
Though i think i helped out more at packing the books in the stuffy and dusty classroom.
Energy-consuming.=x
But all in all it was still quite fun. :)I thought it was a dream.
Cause i couldn't believe what i've heard.
And i know, if trust is lost, things are going to be difficult from there onwards.
I guess i should also use: you reap what you sow.
I didn't manage to sow the trust, to sow my sincerity such that i wouldn't even be able to create a little disaster even if i wanted to.
Even if some things are not said.
I always thought you knew it.
But i guess you just didn't have this telepathy with me.
Disappointing. Not in you but myself...
{ 11:28 AM }
Omg.
Since when so many people read my blog.
I thought it's dead for so long.
Nevermind.
I realised there's no meaning to it.
I mean to what i am doing.
So it's gone.
When you lose something, it wouldn't come back to you anymore.
Hopefully you lose it with no regrets.
Thanks to all and you.
The first to know i'm really not fine.
The first to even bother to ask.
The first to say those to me.
You made me know what true friends are.
I need your shoulder to lean on.
And i know your ears will always be there for me.
Thank you. For everything...
It's worse.
When you have to pretend to be fine when you are not.
Only you will understand.
Cause you bother to. (:
Indeed. That's what friends are for.
{ 11:06 PM }