I'm finally posting again.
These few days had been rather disastrous for me.
And i created the disasters myself.
Nevermind.
I guess no one can imagine it and understand.
Tuesday.
I fell sick.
Feeling so feverish all day long and i can't do things well.
But fortunately it got better the next day.
Wednesday.
The bus trip to and fro wasn't very pleasant i admit.
I didn't want to ask you to say something cause i remembered what were your words last time.
I had a lot of questions to ask in my mind, but i just didn't had the courage to ask them, to break the silence.
It feels like everything so wrong.
You could just fiddle with it for the whole journey.
I guess that's something very important to you.
Sorry for whatever i've said.
Just felt really confused and vexed that day.
I watched Bolt at Vivo.
The SUPERDOG with his SUPERBARK.
Interesting movie...
And i got a super duper cute 'popcorn-supercow' piggy bank.
Thursday.
All thanks to junjie!!
I went to work for 6hours with siok hwee at khatib.
It's a primary school and we were there for cashier training.
Though i think i helped out more at packing the books in the stuffy and dusty classroom.
Energy-consuming.=x
But all in all it was still quite fun. :)I thought it was a dream.
Cause i couldn't believe what i've heard.
And i know, if trust is lost, things are going to be difficult from there onwards.
I guess i should also use: you reap what you sow.
I didn't manage to sow the trust, to sow my sincerity such that i wouldn't even be able to create a little disaster even if i wanted to.
Even if some things are not said.
I always thought you knew it.
But i guess you just didn't have this telepathy with me.
Disappointing. Not in you but myself...
{ 11:28 AM }