that's what friends are for

Hello everyone!
I'm back to post!

Thanks to all who had asked me to get well soon. (:
I'm trying my best!

It's already term TWO.
Though it's only the start of JC, life has kind of been hectic for me.
And many things happened over these few weeks.
Most of them, i need to make a decision and have to accept the consequences of the choice.

So recently, my temper hadn't been that good.
I'm sorry to my family, whom i screamed at due to trivial things.
I'm sorry that i didn't know how to take good care of myself, and always let them worry.
I'm sorry that i had changed so much, that made them so disappointed in me.

Perhaps it is because i'm still too immature to handle certain things.
I can't cope with it. It really stressed me out.
I didn't know how to sleep with a pillow wet with tears..
How do you sleep with constant sobbings..

I'm really confused and worried.
What does it mean?
I may have let you down, disappoint you over and over again, but i've really tried my best.
And i believe you wouldn't be able to change yourself for me( if you were me).

Who can tell me.
What should i do and am i really wrong...

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